ANd then it hit me...

I come second best to no one.
It didn't really matter at first, but now that it stares me in the face, I feel like a freaking idiot.
What you did and the way you did it, though subtle in a way;
It shows on the outside. It shows to me.
And I come second best to no one.
I am not about to be your second choice.
Doesn't that mean I'm not as good as that someone else?
Choices determine the person we are, and what kind of relationship we would have with the people we choose.
A choice like this on your part changes everything.
And you and I both know things between us could never be the same again.

CNY celebrations 2010

CNY Gathering 2010

Charlie's Angels. All in red. :)

Me and wING yEW

Nic with my guitar. :) And me singing

So... CNY holidays are almost over.. Which means that school (ie. College) is about to restart again. OMG thinking about all the upcoming tests and work drives me crazy.. :( ANyway, let's talk about the one week holiday so far. ;)

On WED>... I had some college buddies over to my house for Karaoke!!! Yes, my house has a karaoke set. Yet another excuse for my mum to use to get me to bring my friends home so that she can meet them.. Naughty ingenious plan. haha It seems to work!! ;)

We had an awesome time.. SInging in our off-pitched keys and screaming at the top of our voices. ;) Even my parents laughed at us, and mind you, my mum can't sing. ;) SHe's tone deaf. ;) I think my poor dog might be a little deAF now too. ;) But oh well, we had a blast. One thing I learnt about us though, is that we all can't rap. ;) yea, gotta keep that in mind. haha oh yea, before I forget, gotta at least mention the ppl who brought the little gathering to life. Thank you fellow attendees Judith Anthony, Jannah Lam, Nicholas Siew, Wing Yew and Kevin Tey. :) Yoo Jin (my dear korean friend) should've been there too.. :(

Nevertheless, steamboat lunch was great too and very delicious if I might add. Maybe it's the company. I never have this much fun steamboat-ing with my relatives.. AHem, no offence. ;) N the crazy picture taking time. That was another highlight of the day. WE felt like movie stars, posing for the numerous cameras brought of course, courtesy of yours truly: moi, Jannah Lam and Kevin. :) Smiled until my jaw ached, I gotta admit. ;)

ANd rushed to the movies. Original plan didn't turn out though, we couldn't get the tickets to Valentines Day that I already pre-booked, mind you!! But never fear, a little detour to Tropicana City mall and we were off to watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. I've never read the book, although I have the hard copy in my home ;) The movie was predictable, the plot was a typical fantasy story plot. But it was good. ;) The actor, Logan Lerman is sooooooo cute!! ;) And he's my age. ;) 18 this year, to be exact. :)

Unfortunately, because there were so many ppl at the cinema, we had to be split. Judith ditched us to go swimming with her other friends, haha so that left us 5 plus Scott Lim (another late comer to the little gathering) in the cinema. We had to be split though. 3 of us on one side, and the other 3 on the other. A couple sat in between us. :/ We were almost gonna shoo them away and take their seats. ;) so the movie was great to me, at least and we had fun. :)

Nicholas will be having an open house next, tomorrow actually. I have a course to attend. Haihz.. :( Leave it to my dad to send me off to a leadership, self improvement (I don't even know what course it is after attending 3 sessions of it ;) ) training course on CNY!!! I hope I can make it to the open house. :( Outta be fun. :) will be counting ang paus soon though, although it won't take long; seeing that I wouldn't have many. :(

Gotta go though. :) Till the next time,

xoxo. :)

Post Valentines woes and CNY joy!! ;)

Owhkay... So I'm GUILTY for NOT writing for sooooo long. But in my defense, I wanted to. Only my stupid internet wouldn't allow me to display this page. :(

So... Valentine's was pretty quiet. There wasn't really much to do, except stay home and watch television; an idea, which I realized is actually quite effective for a single girl moping around on Valentine's Day. haha Ok, just to clear the air; I'm NOT that pathetic. ;) If I wanted a date, I'd be able to get one. Only... what's the point if you don't like the guy for real? It's gonna be hard to compete with my last year's Valentines. My boyfriend then, (now EX-boyfriend) surprised me with a large bouquet of flowers, a nice romantic dinner for 2 and last but not least, a Sony EricssonW595 handphone!!! ;) Those were the days... Oh well, nothing lasts forever and I sincerely hope there's no bad blood between us. Honestly, for his sake, I hope he had a fantastic Valentine's this year. He deserves at least that much. :)

Anyway... Moving on to Chinese New Year!!! This year, I don't really feel the cny atmosphere. :( There is no "Hurray!! It's Chinese New Year!!!" kinda feeling, Instead, at best, only a "Owh... It's Chinese New Year. Yay for one week holiday!" feeling lingers in my head. The only thing fun about it so far is that I've been getting ang paus. (Those tiny little red packets always make me smile. :) ) hehe And.. I've been eating like crazy. Foodstuff that I would never usually be caught dead eating; I now find myself feasting upon them. ;) Pineapple tarts, smiley cookies, chocolate chip cookies, crackers, muruku, dried meat(dunno what to call it in English) and lotsa jelly, oranges and packet drinks. OMG Even listing them out like that scares me. I think if I stepped onto the weighing scale now, it would break under the tremendous weight. :( Haihz... I hear a diet coming up.

OOh ok, I think I've spent enought time writing on this blog which I think no one actually reads. ;) & I've got an English essay due. Sooo... Till the next time I write,

xoxo. :)

Stress :(

Stress! Stress! Stress!

OMG there always seem to be sooo much work and so little time. If only I had more than 24 hours in a day.. That'll be fantastic.. Got an English presentation later and I'm not really ready yet!! Argh!! And have some biology work that's due later which I am only now halfway doing. :(

Till the next time I write

xoxo

Just my luck ;)

Day 1 into having a BLOG. ;)

B-O-R-I-N-G...

Am sitting in the library now staring at the com screen. As usual, it's just my luck that I must always get the timetable that is most different from my friends. That's the story of my life. :(

Anyway, the word around is that there might be a biology quiz later and I haven't really started revising/studying yet. OMG!!! I'm gonna have to do it later. Right now, I'm a wee bit too occupied. ;) Well, owhkay, so maybe I'm doing some not-so-useful stuff right now, but a girl's gotta take a break too right? (Although it's only early in the morning now) ;)

Plus, I'm busy finishing up my English project work. Got a presentation tmrw. Hopefully all turns out well. :)

xoxo :)

And the fairytale begins...

Hello World!! ;)

I know I'm super outdated (seeing that almost everyone and anyone has a blog in this day and age)... I just got mine and I'm still a blur as to how to go about using this thing so PLEASE bear with me. ;) haha Thanks Nic for helping me out. I know it's like I live in the stone-age, not knowing all these technology stuff.

On the high note, due to popular demand, I shall begin to BLOG. ;) Keeping my fingers crossed and hopefully this blogging thing works out. ;)

And so with this, my tale begins... Bittersweet beginnings and endings; hopefully more sweet than bitter. ;)

xoxo